Along the way on my tour across America, I will meet with my mirrors. Here is a letter from my millionaire mirror for you to enjoy....
I am absolutely every single one of Emily’s mirrors on her mastery list! With a great deal of reflection and searching, I have chosen to be Emily’s Millionaire mirror. This is not simply a wish to be wealthy as in “someday, I’ll be rich and famous”. Instead, it is a critical part of my journey with this form of currency. The “next step” if you will.
I look back and I see where my programming went awry with money, managing money, relationships and money, power and money, food and money, it went on and on. After 19 years of marriage and healing our relationships with money, fears and feelings of worthiness and deserving it is truly amazing to see how much we have grown.
One particular lesson seems to be cropping up repeatedly: learning how to receive.
I was raised to be self-sufficient. “Don’t be a moocher, or a drain on others’ resources/time/energy/fill-in-
Last fall I met with Emily over the phone and she assigned the next three months as my “money university”. I was to study and read everything I could about money.
It was amazing to see what books and messages started appearing. I was reading 4-5 books at a time! The most delicious part of all the studying was being guided to the parts of the book that I needed and not feeling obligated to read the entire book. I felt strong impressions of when to move on to the next chapter, or simply flip around a few pages, or really delve into specific topics. It has truly been an amazing experience to learn that way.
What would becoming a millionaire do for me? Hmm. I’m not sure. For certain, debts will be repaid and foundations laid for financial security for myself and family. Fun will be had! It is time to kick up our heels! Our family has been in a state of scarcity for too long. Just two nights ago it surfaced that my oldest daughter feels undeserving of large amounts of money. Having a lot of money frightens her. It is my immediate mission to heal any harm or programming in my children about money that will repeat any of our hardships. And to help them know their worth regardless of their circumstances or possessions.
My current state of being is focused on maintaining my sense of worth and deserving whether I have millions or nothing. I recently had a moment of clarity in which it was revealed just how important that maintenance is in order to allow monetary wealth to find me; how important it is to focus on being my eternal fabulous self while experience abundance in the form of money. My hope is that I can experiment with expanding money. I would like to see it grow and really bless others in many ways. Giving anonymously has been a great dream of mine. Giving directly in intimate ways when it would be most impactful appeals to me also.
I was recently was searching on YouTube for specific EFT videos that would benefit me. I realized that I was no longer drawn to videos or books about attracting wealth. In that same moment, I knew instantly the reason was because there was no need to. I knew it was all being taken care of. I was so pleased that I wasn’t worried about it anymore. I almost hadn’t noticed! My focus had finally shifted to maintaining happiness and a positive state of being rather than my temporal state. My job is to stay happy and in alignment!
Another moment of clarity came last week as I contemplated this journey of learning to receive. It suddenly occurred to me that the capability of receiving help is necessary in preparing me for the grand vision that I have for myself as a leader, public speaker, entrepreneur, writer, business woman and woman of faith. How else can I make room for a personal assistant, housekeeper and the occasional chef? (Or whomever I need to help me delegate different areas of my life in order to focus on specific projects?) It hit me like a ton of bricks. I had never made that connection before: hiring help in the form of those roles would require me to allow others to help me. The very lesson I’ve been learning all this time!
All this talk about money makes me a teensy bit nervous. I know that dwelling on things that we want to attract can be the very thing that keeps it from coming to us. I believe that Emily’s message combined with the energy present in the audience will align with our purpose and simply magnify everything that is already in place. All will be well. I am content to wait on the Universe for this opportunity to be Emily’s mirror manifest in the physical plane. I know it’s already done.
Aligning and allowing, allowing, allowing is my only purpose at this point in time.
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